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em.. accidentally found a blog from my frens form 6...

we alwiz hang out on weekends.. mamak..bak kut teh breakfast...

last week we planned 2 go fraser hill but end up cancel coz most of them cant turn up...

the stories begin here.. coz is they say wana hv some fun on holidays... national day...

den that said wana invite more ppl so more fun.. i did.. den end up say wana hang out vf some 1 close only... pls la... be matured ok... jz 4 ffun ok!!!

haih, dono wat their brain use 4... degree hilder.. like a child.. he said wrote in blog 2 express his feeling.. but y don speak it out 4 every1 so we all can understand the situation?

mb my tone of voice is over when they say cancel... yes i like 2 suan ppl.. but those who know me well will know wat goin on de... really misunderstanding d...

we lack of communication d.. mb he is kinda stress is oso dono la...

evry1 gt pressure bah... y ned 2 put on me?

dowan go say dowan go la!! y i ned 2 invite so many ppl den end up i hv 2 say cancel... my name ll become smelly le... n ppl ll not evr accept my invitation anymore le...

the toilet soup say he ll settled it by we gather again n talk nicely.. omg..

wat again bull shit gathering?!! i think not neccesarry le...

wasting time only 4 those who nvr appreciated wat ppl done...

u think im so free 2 organise such thing? sms oso ned $$ ok... use ur brain la...

im too tired on this... next time i wont turn up unless they organise leng leng n go the place tat decided by all den ok... pls la.. organiser is damn tired ok...

nvr appreciate but compalining ... wat d world is goin on now??!!

wat the hell he said n done?!! mb he is poor den don like 2 spend but we r working d ok...

bak kut teh mb is too expensive 4 him la.. den don eat lo!!! who ask u 2 eat le? diet la pan!!!

since u so heavy d... oh my god.. i become so bad d.. cannot be like tat.. me 2 fatty le... hehe

watever la, i don care d.. this is my last blog 2 this issue... dowan 2 bother anymore... all over d

now wat i wish is, be happy vf my families, dearest n my close frens... thats enough...

i wish i do well in working life den get promoted den increment den get married den give birth den be hs wife den be a good mummy den fine...

sometime i feel upset coz u put effort of doing something valueble but end up.... haih...

but nw is ok d la... somebody they can survive without fren like my fren leslie..

she only can survive with her families n relatives.. thats all.. enough.. act is good oso..

coz she mb afriad will be betrayed like me? is more secured life lo...

famileis n realtives ll nvr do such thing 2 u.. correct o not?

so i think she has her own point of view la... mb she has experienced...

lastly, thanks 4 my frens who alwiz suuport me n be beside me whenevr i been ...

thanks selina, toilet soup, y.xin, meg, u again xiao dou... n my dear 4 sure...muaks!!!

ByOki d@y.... SiCkU...

today mc.. hehe.. stay at home online.. not bad le...

den checking the email... up;oad my convo photos...

den nw is the turn 2 write on blog lo...

put on weight so much d.. hope can lose weight after sick... coz eat some only.. hehe

top glove made me put on weight 7 kg le... eat n sit in front of pc.. haih..

all his fault lo.. hehe den lunch eat again sit again..

now flu n sore throat.. cant breath through nose ne...

no music here.. my mp3 is charging now le... hehe...hv 1 wait o...

den hv 2 take bath den eat again bread.. no medicine today...

coz almost recover d... yeah.... den den dono do wat lo...

the perfume things settled d... thanks god... salary out tody.. hurray!!

dear is at KLCC now vf the exhibition.. will come bc later lo.. me sick le... haih..

nobody in the hs nw le... alone.. i hate feeling lonely....ok la jamata

3 d@ys HoLid@yS o.. ye@H...

There is our malaysia independence day on 31st aug … drop on Sunday so we can hv replacement on Monday…
At 1st our plan is goin fraser hill but end up cancel… shame shame coz im d organizer…
The guys lo… suddenly dowan join.. haih…

Is okay coz I do hv more time spend to clean the hs n watch movie..
On Monday I went banting to hv facial for 3 hours.. the massage was nice…
Lots of oil meat on my face.. the sound is like stone inseide my face when the gal help to ‘pull’ out… really geli… around the neck is the most pain area….. hehe.. wat 2 do…

But quite worth la… he n my cousin oso went thr.. guys oso go facial nowadays..
After tat we ate Cha Kuey Teow.. Japanese de.. nice o…
Den bc to klang again… he bought Baskin Robbins almond n mint chocolate 4 my families…Quart… Rm31++ nice le…
Den we eat Lo Bak at temple thr.. nice vf shi go soup lo..
And we play mahjong at home.. den go hv supper at Mizuno japanese restaurant in jenjarom!! The 1st in tat town lo,, banting oso don hv lo.. hehe proud ne….. this is the life I wan 4 my family n my bf..
He can mix vf my familes den is the best lo…

Den he slept in my room… haik.. don think others place ya… I slep at my parents room la… hehe.. extra bed on the floor lo.. c how lucky he is lo…haha…den the next morning we eat Bak Kut the vf Hong Bak vf braised taihu n eggs… You Kwang treat us o.. not bad le…1st time.. coz he seldom come out lo,.. working liao is different de lo.. hehe…hope next time he treat agin lo.. hehe
coz kiat hong oso take out RM100,,., bets choice 2 ask them breakfast.. hehe jz kidding la...
i oso take out Rm100 ma.. hehe... coz long time din c them ma...
hope 2 c them again lo..

survey!!!!

1. Is there a person in your mind right now?Yes. :)

2. Do you have any siblings?I have 2 elder brothers.

3. Do you want children?Why not? Haha. If only they dont grow up soooooo fast. LOL

4. Do you smile often?ya of course!!

5. Do you like your handwriting?It's pretty decent if I'm using my preferred pen.

6. Are your toenails painted?NO!!!

7. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?Anywhere, actually. A blanket and a pillow would suffice.

8. What color is your shirt right now?white vf black little spot vf black skirt.

9. What were you doing yesterday at 7pm?eating dinner vf my family coz is my mum birthday!!! muaks~~.

10. I can't wait till..get married? LOL

11. When did you cry last?em...whne my beloved leave me?

12. Are you a friendly person?I think yes gua... haha.

13. Do you have any pets?nope..1

4. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?I believe the person's at office right now.

15. Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?he's been a very good friend.

16. Do you sleep with the television on?No.

17. Have you ever crawled through a window?I have, but now it depends on the window size. Haha.

18. What are you doing now?typing?.

19. Can you handle the truth?I try my best to accept it.2

0. Are you too forgiving?Not exactly...

21. Are you closer to your father or your mother?My mother.

22. Who was the last person you cried in front of?Cant recall.

23. How many people can you say you've really loved?A few.

24. Do you eat healthy?yes mb, I'm gaining some weight. LOL

25. Do you still have a picture of you and your ex?of course..

26. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?I might have.

27. How often do you go to church?sometimes? i go temple..

28. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?I keep them to myself. if not, there's always Xiao Dou.

29. Are you loud or quiet most of the time?Loud and quiet whenever I want to.

30. Are you confident?Confident in most things I have done before, more like.

thE BiG biG d@Y of miN3??

Woke up damn early today .. preparation 4 my convo..
After breakfast den set up my hair le… my mummy n bryan oso set up their hair ne.. hehe

After that went bc 2 grab my robe, mortal board, hood n so on den go 2 ums.. quite late d n raining heavily o… tyen is waiting 4 me 2 grab her d robe belonging 2 her.. so paisei ne..

Finally we wear up the robe n line up… den is the time 2 perarakan to the hall lo… no feeling oso… mb too long waiting d…

Den we wait quite a long time for the vip to walk in den start the ceremony… den my turn to go up the stage .. I shake hand vf the ketua menteri sabah…

Only few seconds on the stage.. I din purchase the photos that capture on the stage…

Den went to toilet n hv some drinks.. such a relax ceremony… rebellious lo..

Den went out 4 photos capture vf parents n dear angry coz I din capture vf him.. small gas ghost lo.. how can I forgot him le? He alwiz like that e lo.. make me miserable…
More over on my convo day.. show the charcoal face.. haih.. used 2 it oso d…

i love the photo which is we throw the mortal board up to the sky...

before i graduate, i wish 2 do that but this time is small group from us only...

coz cant meet the others... i quite early bc coz they all tired d n plus im not so eager 2 take photos like last time d.. dono y. mb working alr...thinking not same lo.. hhe..

Den went bc lo… den we eat at fatt kee nioce curry fish n chicken wing due to moon bell din open.. hehe… fatt kee realy got lots of customers queuing up de lo… don play play lo.. the next day we went kundasang vf soew nee families.. nice 2 meet them lo..

We bought vege n keropok ubi n dear noticed the satay n chicken wing that nice…
Coz we r really hungry d ,, hehe..den after we eat den go strawberry farm eat ice cream cost RM6.50 but nice la…

Den go 1 borneo bought so many things lo.. shooping thr n den eat at Hong kong kam tong.. not bad la but service so low lo.. expensive oso lo…funny is, they din received credit card yet!! How come? If I din bring enough $$ le? Y they din inform earlier le?

Den we bc den me n dear went center point watched death race quite nice lo..
Last 9 of dear in sabah lo.. so must acc me lo.. but can c again the day after tomorrow la…we really hv a sweet journey in sabah..

Okasan bought a lots of sea cucumber n spend lots of $$ in this trip.. we know an aunt called siang jie who stay in penampang.. nice ppl.. she bring us go here eat go thr eat..

He ll come 2 genting on 3rd Sept n mb mummy ll meet her up due to the empty room can stay in 1st world!! Hehe..

She like 2 go casini as 1 of her entertianmnet In her life time.. good oso la..coz she hv the modal 2 gambling ma.. we don hx such $$ ma..

She bought us the sring roll for us n aunt lee qin lo.. we take photos together vf the taukeh of the shop eat fish n steak ma.. ah xian intro b4 de.. nice lo..

Den go 2 airport den pum petrol RM50 damn guai lo sien…
Den flight take off.. bye bye.. that’s all my convo journey…

Look forward 2 go sabah again coz I lo=ve borneo so much n can stay in dear relatives hs or sutera harbour? Hehe.. dear dear wana try wor.. but I don think is worth la hor…

Ok c u again next time.. jamata ne!!

B@d D@Y!~!~!~!~!@~

H@jim3M@sHit3!!!


Today is 28th aug… em… early morning argue vf him abt the tiny little issue sms…
My fren sms me early in the morning n he saw me switch off the msg while I saw he coming..

The only thing I can say is, he is too sensitive!! Im like a prisoner that don hv my own life?
I dowan such life lo honestly, mb he has his own thinking..

Hey gals, as 1st like very sweet hor I know him.. c now, so many problems turns yup.. haih… love life…must used to it..

U know de la, in couples eyes never hv others tiny things even a soil… Ganbarimasu ne!!

Jz do not want to spoil my mood early in the morning. He cant even finish his wantan mee den I hv 2 finish it due to wastage…


But I do learned 1 thing, don declare everything 2 ur love 1 or else u ll get ur own troble that unnecessary … believe me alwiz…u tot u wana ahre evryuthing thing s2 him.. but end up… he ll m more sensitive on what u jz said..

N plus im the lulu plus MCC plus buta 1, more worst coz my understanding not so well n my speaking not clear enough 4 d english educated ppl lo…

Ned 2 tolerate each other lo.. but I think he is the most lucky guy in the world that I declare ny luv 2 my parents so early n my friends n even 2 my ex n whoever wana tackle me.

And I even wana engage vf him asap but he nvr understand my feeling but keep hurting me,…

My little tiny heart oso hv limitation ok…1 day we will sure hv a big huge large quarrel. De lo.. trust me las.. 1 day will come.. I bet…

But if he try 2 believe me in such way den I think we ll less quarrel n live happily ever after… if not mistaken we ll get married on 090909 such a good ay 4 marriage!!

God bless us!! Sharing n understanding n honest is the most important things btw 1 relationship de ma… this is my weakness like 2 sharing… made problems…

He should feel appreciated since I share everything to him n so do him la.. but I oso feel lucky coz I hv him beside me alwiz especially during my lifetime convo.. he really enlighten d event in my whole entire life n so do my brilliant parents!~!

Back to Reality worLd!!!!

Wau!!! My mail box up to 400 mails… hehe… but most of them are consider junk mails la…

Quite a busy day but I did go business trip vf Bryan at3pm at the Mines lemongrass café.

Finish the meeting in half hour den eat herbal tea egg…

Go bc n tapao black pepper chicken while dear goin 2 celebrate his daddy birthday…

Surprise y im not goin? Ha!! That’s the purpose I wrote this …. Haih.. he sia dthat he havsnt yet prepared for me to meet them wor…

Afraid his relatives ll ask too many things lo…sien de lo… end up only his families turn up n hid brother gf went as well but leave me alone..mb he really ned 2 planning b4 I meet up vf his parents.. mb ned 2 dress up like a princess? I oso MCC abt it…mb is respect gua… but I jz miss the big event lo.. they eat at the TGI frifays.. nice ne…

but 1 thing good is, I went shopping puas puas in Cineplex DFO!!

So nice n cheap shirt that I can found in a shop in the curve!! Really good quality n nice…
I spend RM183 for around 10 clothes… 2 skirts, 2 cots, formal shirts, pants n dear dear formal shirt as well.. really worth…

Luckily I went to shopping or else I ll be so bored lo. And im enjoying buying that stuff n I went to 3 times toilet during the shopping n withdraw the $$.. hehe…

After that dear dear pick me up n we went home den slep lo.. tired…